Remember wild curves lined with trees
that smelled like cum on Seaman’s Neck Road?
We sang the Girls while you cut corners
like crusts of bread. I held onto the harmony
but never grabbed the oh shit bar, not once. Laughter
opened the windows and rolled us home.
2,013 miles later I discovered my home
in the desert. Missing you more than the trees,
except for big oak who told scary jokes. Rustling laughter,
musing rusty bits of herself over our autumn road.
We sat on the porch smoking four-part harmony
and checking for spider webs in the corners.
I noticed you don’t sing any more. Corners
of lips clamped down. A horizontal home
for humming along, robbing the harmony
of vowels, of resonance. The “eee” in trees
degraded to mingle indistinguishable with road
noise. Remember hauling ass on the turnpike? Our laughter
still in Jersey, when we crossed the GW. Laughter,
the secret to time travel, folding the corners
of space-time fabric together, short-sheeting the road
impossibly. Seventeen minutes and we were home.
Now I climb to the top of the trees
and towers, to get to you. Harmony
begs me, pluck the wires between us. Harmony
demands the sum of us, summons a chorus of laughter,
delights in the cadence of friendship, reliable as the trees,
echoing the silent bark of long loved dogs who haunt the corners
of our hearts, warming the chambers, reminding us that home
is where we love each other. We do not need a map of the road.
We parade the pavement and sparkle the road
with salty dust. Suspensions in harmony
rise to resolve in the key of coming home.
I’ve overnighted you a box of our laughter.
Packed it tight with shreds of melody to fill the corners
between us. Remember your voice and teach it to the trees.
It will float me home and light the road,
and scent the trees and write the harmony
ornamented with laughter to softens life’s corners.